I need another martini.
I am not in a pleasant mood at all at the moment. I am so mad. I am steaming. It is 4.18 AM in the morning and I cannot sleep due to this pent up twisted anger that is in me.
I will not into details what it is (the rants and the vents need to be verbal, it doesn't work well when translated into text), but I discovered more or less I was seriously gipped, screwed over, fucked over, you name it, with something that occured in 2002. Now the reason I didn't realise it then because being the good-natured trusting person I accepted the circumstances at face value (and what people told me) and didn't investigate further. But today, almost by complete accident I discovered it was not the case.
Should I be so frustrated and angry at something that occured 15 months ago? It has to do with money, mainly money which I should of gotten for services rendered, but didn't.
Adam saw how pissed I was and God bless his soul, he made me an extra big martini for the little martinis on friday bash we where having. Still I would of needed alot of martinis to really dull the edge.
And sadly this day was going so well up to it. I had coffee with Frank (well he had coffee, I don't drink the vile stuff) and we swapped birthday presents (even though both our birthdays where well over a month ago). He have me the book "Wicked" and I gave him the "Adrian Mole Diaries" (one of my favorite books ever) plus a National Geographic from December 1978 (the month he was born in).
Plus I brought a couple of CDs today for the first time in so long. I got the new Bangles CD (It's my thing... deal with it... hee hee) and the original cast recording for "Into The Woods" (the Vanessa Williams version, not the Bernadette Peters version).
The Bangles new CD was a disapointment, but I am really enjoying "Into The Woods".
I will not into details what it is (the rants and the vents need to be verbal, it doesn't work well when translated into text), but I discovered more or less I was seriously gipped, screwed over, fucked over, you name it, with something that occured in 2002. Now the reason I didn't realise it then because being the good-natured trusting person I accepted the circumstances at face value (and what people told me) and didn't investigate further. But today, almost by complete accident I discovered it was not the case.
Should I be so frustrated and angry at something that occured 15 months ago? It has to do with money, mainly money which I should of gotten for services rendered, but didn't.
Adam saw how pissed I was and God bless his soul, he made me an extra big martini for the little martinis on friday bash we where having. Still I would of needed alot of martinis to really dull the edge.
And sadly this day was going so well up to it. I had coffee with Frank (well he had coffee, I don't drink the vile stuff) and we swapped birthday presents (even though both our birthdays where well over a month ago). He have me the book "Wicked" and I gave him the "Adrian Mole Diaries" (one of my favorite books ever) plus a National Geographic from December 1978 (the month he was born in).
Plus I brought a couple of CDs today for the first time in so long. I got the new Bangles CD (It's my thing... deal with it... hee hee) and the original cast recording for "Into The Woods" (the Vanessa Williams version, not the Bernadette Peters version).
The Bangles new CD was a disapointment, but I am really enjoying "Into The Woods".
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