Ever Had A Moment...?

Ever had a moment where you are on the verge of just dropping everything and running and damn the consequences?

I have been feeling those moments alot lately. I feel I am in a rut and I need to get out of it. Fast.

I do have some avenues of getting out of this rut, but they have yet to materialize completely yet. I am starting to get really diapointed in Amy. She was suppose to have helped me out in getting me a job somewhere interstate (anywhere but here). She said she would, she got my infomation of me, and I know she is in the position to get me something, and yet... silence.

Silence is not fucking golden.

Maybe I should hit up Liz & Sue again. I am sure they would give me something, but I just don't know.

I have decided what to get Tina and Eli for there wedding. It is so cool. I have never been to a lesbian wedding before, I cannot wait. I just have to figure out who I am going to bring along as a date. I am sure Lindsey would come if I ask her, but bringing your best friend along as a subsitute date seems kinda... desperate