When you help other's you can't helping helping yourself
I think I will stop caring.
It isn't like anybody gives a fuck about me anyway.
Nobody even knows that I exist, and for all my soap operaish of a life, I have nobody even to share it with.
It seems fate has made it my destiny to become a hermit without any friends and to properly have 57 cats or some crap like that but not one human friend.
Fuck a ducky duck.
I don't really mean to be going all bleak and miserable on my life, I have had enough of that recently to last several lifetimes, but I just feel so lost and confused at the moment. What I wouldn't give for some compass of some kind. I make one decision one week and I am totally deflated from it the next week. This is not indicisivness, but simply the fact of I cannot do it alone.
I am just so frustrated.
It isn't like anybody gives a fuck about me anyway.
Nobody even knows that I exist, and for all my soap operaish of a life, I have nobody even to share it with.
It seems fate has made it my destiny to become a hermit without any friends and to properly have 57 cats or some crap like that but not one human friend.
Fuck a ducky duck.
I don't really mean to be going all bleak and miserable on my life, I have had enough of that recently to last several lifetimes, but I just feel so lost and confused at the moment. What I wouldn't give for some compass of some kind. I make one decision one week and I am totally deflated from it the next week. This is not indicisivness, but simply the fact of I cannot do it alone.
I am just so frustrated.
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