Sometimes I just hate myself
I had the opportunity to have some guilt free hedonistic fun yet I had to open my big mouth and ruin it all.
It was one of those situations that you knew perfectly well if you opened your mouth and started questioning you'd ruin it all, but I couldn't help it all the same. Call it some type of stupid moral compass.
WELL FUCK THE MORAL COMPASS!
I wanted to have some guilt free fun and now I completely ruined it all. I knew perfectly well that just staying the fuck quiet it would all be okey dokey dorey, but I didn't I had to question. I had to point out certain things that would cause problems I had to open my good damn fucking mouth.
Why couldn't I just shut the fuck up?Why do I always have to play the good guy? I am sick of playing the good guy. I want so fun. I want to be able not give a fuck about anybody else except myself. My feelings should come first for once! Argh. Why do I have to but the wellbeing and welfare of other people in front of me first!
It was one of those situations that you knew perfectly well if you opened your mouth and started questioning you'd ruin it all, but I couldn't help it all the same. Call it some type of stupid moral compass.
WELL FUCK THE MORAL COMPASS!
I wanted to have some guilt free fun and now I completely ruined it all. I knew perfectly well that just staying the fuck quiet it would all be okey dokey dorey, but I didn't I had to question. I had to point out certain things that would cause problems I had to open my good damn fucking mouth.
Why couldn't I just shut the fuck up?Why do I always have to play the good guy? I am sick of playing the good guy. I want so fun. I want to be able not give a fuck about anybody else except myself. My feelings should come first for once! Argh. Why do I have to but the wellbeing and welfare of other people in front of me first!
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